You didn't miss much today.

Towed until it broke. Tried to go on a bike ride with Saini and her friends, but I had to take a nap to fix the radio and then I couldn't get fiveM to work. Eventually fixed it. Came back and had a bad RP day where I couldn't find anyone I knew who was available and the people I didn't know that I ran across didn't seem to be interested in making new friends or enemies. So I set up a little circuit scavenger hunt for Johanna. Though I suppose anyone might find the pages I left. 

I'm kind of okay with this. I'm exhausted. A little sick. I would not have lasted through a long talk today. Probably should have pulled out Johnson instead of Tad. Crazy how a goofy, cartoony, high energy, old man is less exhausting than a version of a farmer out of a suspenseful soap opera who spends most of his day being low energy. But Tad's constant need to THINK makes him tough. Johnson doesn't think. Doesn't matter. Now I don't have the energy for either. 

The way I see it, Tad will get better. But he might have to get worse first. Or not. And he's violent. Anything could set him off. But also, he wouldn't hurt a fly. He'd cry about it. He's probably going to die. Or kill someone. Or neither. And maybe, just maybe, it'll turn out he is telling the truth. Or made it all up. Or just imagined it. 

Uh. We'll see I guess. Or we won't. I'm going to bed.