Heya Hi there Hello

Guess who's got two thumbs and forgot to record anything at all today? You can do it. Guess.

I didn't even open OBS. I did, however, do excellent camera work which, I guess, was all for me.

Today Tad talked to Saini and Raul. Saini just had a friend break up and is going through it. Tad tried to keep her occupied. Once she seemed to be tuckered out talking about it, he took her on his circuit with him. Two reasons. The first? He had a compulsion. He didn't mention that to her. The second, he needs people he cares about or who care about him in some way to know where to look if he disappears. Especially while he's being stalked by people he probably won't notice (unlike the clowns, who are hard to miss). 

When they were at the movie studio, they saw Jojo and Ember pick up the notebook paper for the therapy scavenger hunt. Saini and Tad were up above them in the sets. Saini was nervous they were going to witness something they shouldn't, I think, until Tad recognized Jojo. They hid anyway. Tad was just happy she seemed to be doing it. That's two people who will know where to find him if he breaks completely again.

Saini and Tad hung out with some more people (Raul, Ethan, and Diego) until Tad needed a nap. Okay, it was more like Fin's tummy was growling and I needed to eat. 

THEN, I got back in. I did several tow runs. They were all a little scuffed, but not job-breaking. Then Tad lost a compulsion role. He was thinking about the unknown caller who actually talked. One of the only bits of information he got from him was that there is someone at the lighthouse people make bad deals with. Tad, not knowing who he was talking to, wondered if it was a hint. So he went to the lighthouse. Or rather, across from the lighthouse. He was still unsure if he should even talk to someone who makes the kinds of deals that were implied over the phone. He wanted to be a god?

So from across the way, he clocked Jojo and Ember first. Then Sneaky. Then people he didn't really recognize. He started feeling creepy just watching people, including his therapist and two clowns, from far away. So he left. 

He went and found a Pride fit. Then he went home, failed another roll. Took a pill just as he split. Texted people. Made a really bad joke. Made it clear to Jojo that he saw her with Sneaky. He doesn't care, but the text sure made it seem like he might. 

Now I'm going to bed, secure in the fact that he didn't fail any Tessa compulsions today. So that's a win.