Directive Backfire

"be infinitely less forthcoming with information about yourself."

The only way to change a directive like this is a vocal revision to the directive from the handler, followed by Tad writing it down, followed by sleep. 

Tad successfully found a few loopholes while trying to talk to Johanna tonight. But was it enough?

He had nightmares of torture, both from Windsong's "Prey" song at the Pride concert making him scared about what he might be capable of if he's ever ordered to and his growing nervousness about what Smiley's intentions are with him. He woke up and didn't want to be alone, but he couldn't say why. Then he failed a compulsion roll and started his circuit, starting with his dad. But the second stop with his mom was wrong because they took away trees to cut down on lag on the server (which does kind of suck that those two particular trees are gone). And it automatically made him think he was being punished for something.

It is very hard to try to get better when you can no longer disclose information that might be used against you. Mental illness can always be used against you.

I don't think I'll be logging in tomorrow. But the video will probably be posted. I have some stuff to get done. See y'all Monday!